I hate it when things have to go wrong at the most important moment. Then, it feels like whatever you’ve prepared before is totally no meaning. I hate it when you don’t deliver when you’re expected to. I hate it that even when you thought things were okay, and at the very last moment, it’s not.

Then it seemed like you didn’t practice enough, it seemed like you didn’t prepare well enough, it seemed like you sucked at it your whole life.

Sometimes, just sometimes, I hate the interdependence of human beings. Like, this whole “we’re in this together.” I hate it that we can’t control how we want certain things to be. But things will be much worse if we had control, right?

Ohwells, just a little discouraged over what happened just now.

It was bad. Downright bad. Lol. Sighhh.

And, on another issue, hate it when my efforts are being dismissed. Hate it when I try already, people still say it’s not good enough. Or when they just focus on what I can give, and not who I am, or how hard I already tried. Just because you can do it doesn’t mean it’s easy right. Arghs.

I hate guys, they are so insensitive that I want to punch their faces.

Things that I tell you, I meant it. So please stop doing it. I HATE IT.

Okay give and take. I think I also quite irritating sometimes. Over-sensitive and all.

Ohwells, just ranting. Sounds like I had a bad day eh. Not exactly. There are still things to be happy for. Just unleashing.