okay, self-evaluation time.
lol i realise that i haven been in the greatest mood recently. prolly PMS. dunno why. tons of things set me thinking.. so when i'm quiet, i'm thinking. (and the contrapositive of this is? HAHA when i'm talking, i'm not thinking.) hahaha NUS maths major, have u caught the MATHS MONSTER?! actually the contrapositive can be quite true too. especially with my good friends, i'll keep rattling on and on and on and on and on. HAHA nic told me i'e never allowed her to communicate properly with me on msn cuz i never fail to interrupt her. LOL. and she doesnt like talking to me on msn anymore. lol. emo alr.


that besides the point. anyways, i don think while i speak cuz that would be the most direct way of expressing myself, and that woud be the most honest answer i could give you at any point of time if you ever ask me the same question more than once. i like myself being natural. i like to communicate with people with no qualms or hesitation. i just like being myself in front of people i like. but seriously, how many of the people i talk to are like me?
sadly, many of them build up barriers. they just want to get something out of you, but they refuses to share about their lives. or when they talk to you, they are actually thinking of getting something advantageous out of you. isnt this very tiring? but it's usually people like us that are being labeled casual or not serious. when we like the real-est side of us to be presented in front of others, some would say we're getting too agitated for nothing. lol, seriously, sometimes i dont want to be bothered anymore. maybe i should put on a mask like some others, then i'll protect myself from some lowly names. lol okay just ranting. now i duno how to continue. gotta go.