i shall go to the sinseh on sunday instead. anyways dun think there's gonna be much difference. lol

i should stop thinking about it, if not i'll fall into the devil's trap. and start converting this energy to studying. k, my mind is set. lol shall mug hard tml.

anyways, i finished OT! and i duno how many times i've gone through Israel being destroyed and restored again. seems like people just dun learn from their mistakes eh. that day a piece of paper fell out from my sermon book. it was about mistakes. PJ said something like 3 DONTS about mistakes

1) never repeat it
2) never make a lower-level mistake

i cant remember the third one, shall post it when i find it tml. yeah but just wondering how many times people fall because of the same thing over and over again. maybe it's innate, there'll be something that we'll never overcome in our lives, that's why we need God to prune us. like my temper. LOL. okay, maybe not. it'll sound more apt if i say there's always one thing that people can't overcome. (one day, i'll overcome being angsty, and turn into a sweet and gentle girl like chloe,hehe. then, i'll have to struggle with being extra sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeet) but more often than not, the one thing is always the same thing. yeah, back to my temper again. and i wonder if God's sick of it. cuz sometimes, i'm sick of it. but what to do, we're fallible humans. lol. thank God for God. if all us of us were made a lil stronger, how much more complex could this world become. okay, im ranting. emo monster coming already. i can hear it, like a boomer. better go and catch some sleep. nights!