Thank God for this lazy Sunday afternoon, supposed to have tuition but I guess God hears my cry that I’m quite tired so tuition is cancelled! Not on my own accord of course, my tutee forgot about it. Haha.

Went to kinders just now, was blessed to have so many innocent children sitting around me. Jadyn opened up abit more today : ) Amos is forever in breakdancing position, Samuel and Thaddeus running around.. Gabriel didn’t come today : ( haha and Ian is still being his cute self! There’s a new girl today, (whoops I kinda forgot her name cause I was busy tending to the rest, gotta make sure I get it next week), she has really huge eyes, really sweet-looking. Haha. Before I start sounding like a crazy pedophile, just let me explain that I really love kids a lot. And I really believe they are gifts from God to us. That’s why I want to have 4 children, teach them well, and you’ll have 4 more blessings on this Earth. Haha, am I thinking a bit too far ahead?

Maybe you’d think that they don’t understand what you’re trying to say. Or the only thing they’d ever react to is “snacks time”.. Haha. I think its true, but which of us adults came to know who God really is because of God Himself. Some guys came because of girls, some girls came because of guys, some kids came because of their parents, some came because they merely had nowhere to go. But in this process, God changed us, He led us to know Him more and more. Revealed His power and strength through His people, and His word. I guess it’s the same for the kids, they might be easily enticed by the snacks or whatever. But when they’re there, I really believe that God moves in their hearts. When they pray, coherently or not, I believe God hears. And God understands. And most importantly, God comes a little closer to them each time they are exposed to Him. This is probably something more important than them learning the lessons, knowing how to recite the bible back and forth. I see them as little humans trying to make sense of their own world. Haha. That, of course involves God, because God created them and lives in them. So I really want to help them in this young journey of finding out who God really is and why we’re here and why we do what we do. Hahaha.

Unit yesterday made me realized that many of us spent most of our lives figuring out where we come from and where we’re gonna go after we die. And also, why we’re here and why we have to leave this earth after inhibiting it for like 70years? I thank God that I’m pretty sure why I’m here, and where I come from and gonna go after this journey. I guess what’s left of me is to really enjoy this whole journey in between. This short portion of eternity I’m gonna have on this earth. Doing what I’m called to do, and fulfilling God’s purpose in my life. I’m unpacking the luggage God has packed for me in this journey on earth. There’re still some stuffs that I don’t quite understand why they’re in my hands, and there’re still some another stuffs that being underutilized way too much. I guess the answer is with God. Haha. When asked to list down my weaknesses, I could easily write them down without hesitation. But when asked to do otherwise, it seems like my pen became a knife or something. I don’t really know what should write. I know who I am, but I’m fearful of writing it down. And Liting, that’s a major area to grow in.

I’m gonna turn 21 in 3 months’ time. I’m very thankful for where God had picked me up from and transformed me to who I am today. But I know there’s a lot of things that I still cannot do well. God, please add upon what I have. Its about us now. Haha.