For the first time, in a long time, I lay on her laps again. And I know, I’m safe.

That’s where I belong. She strokes my hair, over and over again, for the first time, in a long time too. She loves me, I’ve stopped doubting that fact. I know, I really know.

We were both silent. I didn’t know what to say. I guess, she didn’t either. So I told her what my plan was, and asked her if she wanted to join me. Ohwells, though I got rejected, it’s okay. It takes time, I know. I will never give up on this. Never.

I was just enjoying the solitude and peace between us when she made the move.

“Do you blame us for not giving you…………………..”

“No, I mean, not anymore. We, at least I, grew up. And if not for all these, I’m not who I am today ah. Doesn’t matter, what’s important is us.”

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“Don’t you think it’s his fault?”

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I guess, as I always say, and will always say. It’s everybody’s or nobody’s fault. Especially in issues like this. Oh wells, one mistake – can be so costly sometimes. But, I think we’ve all paid enough.

Go, Jona Yu.

I love her, and I love him. And I believe no other human being loves them more. And God, You love them the most. Do Your work.

Go, Beehong! Go, Chewsoo! Go, Dejian! <3