well. its 304 now. and i tell you. IM SUPER HOR AND SWEATY. haha my shoulder aches from all the freezes that im tryg to do. and yes. i STILL cannot handle them. -.- arghs. this is the most infuriating thing, i've always thought that im a lil bit stronger than all the other girls out there (i'm referring to those that completely doesnt exercise or, to be more specific those who doesnt even PERSPIRE.) and i THOUGHT i could handle such stuff. but man, i guess im just so wrong about myself. firstly, it's been a million years since i've exercised regularly. HAI, this makes me wonder when will i return to the days when im fit(ter). HAHA. oh well.. actually, i kinda feel like giving up in this whole thing about dreaming of becoming a bgirl. somebody that can flip and freeze without qualms. cuz it's argghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhs, and i admit that i do not put much effort into practising. AH but i wont. at the very least i must master all the freezes larry taught. and yes. i will. HAHA. self prep talk again............................................................................................


anyway, the caregroup(most) went to teoheng today. kangli was hilarious. haha as usual. she's really from another world i guess, but a good one of course. probably because she helped me mute genie's voice in that duet with xiaogui. lol. the thought of it makes me happy :) LOL. i know you must think that im crazy. and i tell you, yeah i think i am also..

haha. it's late. better go and bathe soon. bye.




let go. let God. let's go.
come on liting
you can do it!