okay alrights. there's something that i've wanted to share with the world but never had the courage to.. alrightys, so liting, though sanguine hahaha actually has a thing for writing stuffs. *super melancholic. UPS MARKETS VALUESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS* LOL like, from sec sch, ive always liked to writes verses or stanzas that typically describes how i feel about some stuffs. or what i imagined them to be. (i dare not say lyrics because ltr if it doesnt seem decent enough.... haha LOW MORALE LOL) yah... but my comp failed me far too many times, ive lost alot of them due to my comp crashing on me. zzzz. oh wells, but those ive written at the age of 14 may probably too disgusting for the human eyes(not as if it's not that case now LOL) so yahhhhhhhhhhhh, i've turned to writing them on paper recently, and risk having my mom bumping into them and screamm "WHY THE HELL IS MY DAUGHTER SO EMO!" hahahahahahahahahah. i think she would have heart attack lor, she would never know the context. like never. LOL


but no lar, im not emo. in fact quite excited about ppl's response about the things i wrote. its a secret ambition coming to light. lol and some HJMs alr know :) though sometimes they niao me, i know they love me:)

okay here's the first one.
*sweaty palms and feet*

感情不用再拉扯
我也不用再猜测
你转身的那一刻
我还期待着什么

时间不用再施舍
我也不用再配合
你已经离开了
我终于有答案了

虽然有点不舍
但这次真的痛了累了
再怎样尝试都不快乐
放开手 是对自己说的
这样做 应该才是对的

虽然有点不舍
但这就是我们的缘份
再怎样尝试都不快乐
放开手 放弃所有拉扯
不要让 错误重蹈覆折

你做出的选择
我会尊重的
她不再当我们的第三者
因为已经没有我们了


虽然有点不舍
但这就是我们的缘份
再怎样尝试都不快乐
放开手 放弃所有拉扯
不要让 错误重蹈覆折
我会找到我的幸福的



OKAY DISCLAIMER: NOT EMO OKAY. THIS ONE LONG LONG AGO WRITE ALR, JUST CANNOT FIND ENOUGH WORDS TO FILL AND THE RIGHT FLOW. ONLY MANAGED TO FINISH IT TODAY. AND IF YOU'RE WONDERING, I'VE NEVER BEEN TWO-TIMED IN MY LIFE OKAY. HAHAHAHAHAH THIS IS JUST AN IMAGINATION. LOL THANK YOU VERY NAIS FOR READING UNTIL HERE. TILL THEN, MY FRIEND :D

i know i feel more than other people, and i some sorta believe this is the only good thing from all the (excessive) emotions i've feel. :/