amidst my busy schedule and no matter how tired i got. im amazed at my ability to daydream and think of nonsensical stuff that's probably totally irrelevant and unrealistic. and yeah, i used to be able to spend hours just thinking about the impossible.. and im trying real hard to stay in reality as much as possible. its not easy, to tell yourself that you want to lead the life that God has planned for you. rather than the beautiful and always-go-your-way story that lives inside your head.. my mind still drifts off here and there when i dont make a conscious effort. when it starts to get a hold on me, God always remind me to come back to Earth. hand over my thoughts to Jesus. yeah, and make a firm stand to live out God's will. lets go liting lets go. though it's really difficult sometimes..

oh wells. anyways had a good time working out today. loved the sweat and the sprints(okay maybe you'd consider them runs) across the courts. i gotta start working out more again. if not one long run is enough to kill ms jona yu liting. yeah.. used to peak when i ran more last month! hai. okay looking forward to the game on friday. sports makes me feel good. :)