the news was disheartening today.. after reading the post about HK leaving aside a huge amount of money for the cleanup and battle against the Influenza A, i thought our trip is still going to make it ultimately. but the mexican totally blew it all. now as the second ticks by, a lil bit of my joy is gone. and worse, a lil bit of my 400bucks is gone. LOL. we can postpone the trip. with an additional 40bucks. quite worth it la.


deep inside, i feel that God is telling me that this trip isn't meant to be in the very first place. so much unhappiness has resulted due to it. yeah, and i admit, im rather insistent about this trip as well. first-time flyer. what can you expect right? whatever it is, if it's my anxiousness, or my stubborn-ness. im willing to apologise for it. God, i'm sorry if i chose to take things into my own hands for this matter. i commit everything about this into Your hands. whatever You want to do with it. God, i'll just accept it ba. i guess im mature enough to accept the consequences of indulgence. LOL. and yes, You've the best plan for me. going, or not going. have it Your way! LOL. free ad for BK.