i just came back from a looooooooooooong day out. tiring but happy :)


there was choir prac in the morning. )*(&*^%$ i was late again. shudden have succumbed to the temptation of the '5 more min devil'. yeah, i promise i wont be late anymore! liting, you can do this in Jesus' name! we learnt how to harmonise to worship songs.. and it's really helpful cuz we're rather familiar with the song, that's why we're able to pick it up quite quickly. lol :) after that chloe, liyin and i went to practise worship for the wednesday caregroup. i duno what got into me but i know im not behaving in a pleasing manner. IM SORRY CHLOE AND LIYIN! :(
after that was service, pastoe prakich came over to preach about 'ties that bind'. haha, God. how can You do this to me. first You let my brother speak to me, in a normal conversation..(yeah, exactly one month after the horrendous incident, he decided that he should talk to me.no apologies or anything, but not having an argument is good enough.haha =/) now You show me this teaching............ okok, i think i know what You're driving at. to love is to sacrifice........................ let this sink into my head pls. to love is to sacrifice to love is to sacrifice to love is to sacrifice to love is to sacrifice to love is to sacrifice to love is to sacrifice................. YES GOD! haha.

after that there was pioneer meet, haha as usual, loads of stupid things came out when the group gathers. and quite afew of us went to chill out together. LOL we went to the arcade! it was fun just playing around with the games. it's a really different feeling to be hanging out so late and playing such games with your sister/brothers as compared to those days that im still lost in the world, doing such things with the other lost kids. i seriously dun not know what i was searching for then. the only thing that im proud that i've gotten out of the whole time i spent with them was the games i mastered, LOL. yeah, thank God for this family.

also, i know my heart is so easily distracted by the smallest temptation of the devil, god i really want to practise more self-control. not only in my actions, but also in my thoughts. GOD, please help me in this! Amen :)