i learnt about an important truth about myself recently
that is, im not that secure that i thought i was really was
there is this thing that's got me feeling really down and irritated recently
that is my hair
like OMG
i've nvr imagined there would a day that i would even bother about how my hair looks like
i've always been pretty cool about my hair. no matter how BAD the haircut was. or no matter how short my fringe got.
it was fine to me. WAS.
but recently, i've dyed my hair
yup. it turned out pretty bright and yes lian-ish
DAMN dats the thing that got me so emo
i really hate it
i dun really enjoy people callg me that alr. and now. GOSH WHAT DID I DO TO MY HAIR?!?!
i dun blame the auntie of cuz. it's pretty nice. but. yeah just too bright for me to take it.
and she's really nice. she promised to darken it for me FOC.
yeah. thank God. i guess He heard all my cries. i really hate myself for being so affected by it. but well.
hai..
a million thanks to those who tried to comfort me. it was nice to hear your encouraging words. but. yeah.... i cannot help but be affected by it.
i remember how much i couldnt comprehend why girls would cry over a bad hairdo in the past
now i know. like seriously.
i feel very bad that my prayers to God are about superficial stuff. im so sorry God!
:(