okay
im supposed to blog about SOLITUDE WITH GOD. haha a part of my last shepherding session. i noe. this is kind late. thanks to my wrong priorities in life. and yes. im gonna change........ =/
sch's getting mundane with the repetitive prelim qns. and the 100000000000000000 chem stuff that we cannot solve. God, i need wisdom. and strength.

but thanks to the solitude i enjoyed with God, i take heart that God is my pillar of strength and my source of joy:) though my mood is kinda oscillating between the extremes =/ it gets tiring sometimes, and it gets especially worse when you do not get what u want. it's just so disheartening. but yes, i'm not gonna stop trying, cuz i know when i overcome this. it would not bother me anymore. LOL. ONE MORE MONTH.... hahahahahahaha

i have to admit that this period is gruelling that i feel that it gets harder to communicate with the people around me( not exactly), or to put it in another terms, it's like, i do not dare to approach my friends like before as i scared that i'd disturb their mugging. so, well.......... yeah. and maybe due to our anxiousness (?) to concentrate, we may have nelgected one another's feelings. haha=/ cuz i feel that way sometimes. but i get past it very quickly. i guess, as for most of the time, dey do not realise it. haha. so yeah.. no meaning.................
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and im lost for words. LOL
okay. i have to go and sleep. and start the monotonous rountine again. bye!