firstly, i would like to say
PAPA, HAPPY BDAY
i know that im not the best daughter around
always giving you trouble. and always asking you for money..
i really thank God that you're my dad and ure always so understanding and open.
i really really love you!
(hahaha. i know he's not gonna read this. but i just wana say)
PAPA, trust me. i will take good care of you when i grow up and earn money
i will give you alot of money and comfort. unlike your... HAHA.
:):)

yup. anyways we went to no signboard seafood restaurant to eat ytd. wooohoo
SEAFOOD =.=
u noe thats like the number 1 thing that i do not eat
but since it's my ahpa's bday. so i just gladly obliged
oh yeah. and his gf and the gf's son came along too
i didn't quite welcomed the idea at first. but i decided to give my father mian zi and all of us a chance to get to know each other better.
hmm. the dinner turned out good. haha. i mean. not GOOD as in i suddenly came to love her and like..... ahh it's very hard to describe.
but, nevertheless, i guess my heart's abit more open towards her and i dun feel so disgusted anymore..
but sometimes im still abit disturbed whenever my dad calls her son his son..
dun get it? it's okaaaaay.
i had a great time with my dad ytd
he came to fetch me from TM. after gyming with applepeng and ahma. and gg to arcade with them and nana.
yeah.. u guys may not thin it's a big deal but i seriously love it whenever my dad picks me up.
makes me feel like a child again. HAHA.
like every thing's alright. and im back in pri 1
haha. im not emo-ing. just some sweet memories passing by my mind.
i guess i've learnt to not think too deeply into things..
yeah. but this is definitely not resigning to fate. it's just a change of perspective. thank God.
yupp. so i had a good time acting like a child ytd. haha. enjoying the love of my dad.
he even helped me rub my blue black. LOL.
so sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet right! HAHAHAH im crazy



and YES!
i had a great time today too!
we had a BBQ today! with the tpj caregroup!
it's our MCG :):)
i enjoyed the love that God showered upon me today. my father in heaven.
seriously God. thanks.......... :) for all the things You've done
thank You for the cool weather
thank You for the yummy food
thank You for such a nice location
thank You for all the visitors
thank You for the great time we had with our visitors
thank You for using me
thank You for not missing the MJ care group out
God, i know i'm not the best person on earth. but thanks for allowing me to be the best that i can.
God i know sometimes i will slack. and be lazy and feel like giving up.
but thanks for always pushing me on.
thanks for blessing me.
thanks for the grace that i dun deserve.
(: God is good.

liting is a happy girl today.
and she is off to sleep
nights