alright. i dun have to take a break today. cuz i didnt really study.
well......... WHATEVER. LOL
im really sick and tired of all this bullshit alrdy.
i mean like why. why on earth am i putting myself through this. so that i can get into a decent uni?
but money can get me into a GOOD ( aka more-than-recent) university. hahah. yeah.but i know i dun have the money to.
so forget it..
i cant even afford a kurzweil keyboard. call me a loser. haha
so yeah liting dats why ure working so hard.
yeah 'so hard'
HAHA

as the march block tests approaches i find myself losing the focus and the desire to study.
not that i had the desire.
the only good feeling you can derived from this dumb mugging is the good results you achieved. but. so what if u get them. u cant even rmb the content. dats how quickly the human mind can choose to forget whatever they dont want to store up in their brains.
and dats oso how quickly ur good feelings transform to a bad one.
imagine if they test us on stuff like........... music? how to style your hair better. lol. okay whatever im getting out of point. but seriously, the world would be such a better place! :)

i got quite quick-tempered on monday due to the endless mugging.
and.. ahh the paper just killed me. seriously. why dun i just give u a blank paper?
it saves trouble on both you and my side right?
im not trying to be rude. like seriously. im being truthful. if i really duno anything. how can you expect me to write something. and later you'd announce it to the whole world what kinda stupid answer i wrote on that answer script.
like. some teacher would be at LT4. ranting away about the passing rates and stuff. as if it's really a matter of life and death.
den dey'll say ' okay let us move on to qns1. one person. one person outta the 600++ of you meridians. gave us a ridiculous answer. and let me read it to you. '

so here goes that lucky person's answer :
newton's fourth law : dun remeber any of the 3 laws above.
electric fields are attractive just like g-field. to make life simpler, how about b-field too. LOL


yeah yeah stuff like that.
den everybody would be like. OMG. how dumb can he/she gets. might as well dun write anything. haha. OMg what was he/she doing in class?
hey. do you really have that feeling that you seriously duno what to write before?
it's just pure good luck that your answer is cohorent..
lol. anyways the above is just a hypothetical situation. that DIDNT happen to me alrightsssss........

and then some irritating teacher who marked my script would be a big big question mark on my paper. worse. the legendary big 'X'
GOD. I HATE THEM MAN.
nono. it's an understatement. i detest them! i loathed them! the sight of them makes me wana puke. LOL.
i mean really. it's like so demoralising. i know i got it wrong but you dun have to like cross like you've never seen a mistake lydat before.
it's like humiliating. yeah i duno know my stuff. but arent you suppose to help? what's this thing going on about the big crosses? how come i dunt see you ticks being so huge. maybe u guys would think that im weird but im seriously very serious about this.
so i repeat : i hate those retarded stuffs on my scripts. it makes me feel like a retarded.
i know i've got it wrong. but dun cross it so forcefully. lest u'd break a blood vessel. or probably die from laughing AT my mistake.. im not cursing anybody. purely warning. ah ha.
AND THE THING THAT TOTALLY ANGERS ME IS THOSE DUMB COMMENTS U LEAVE ON MY SCRIPTS.
WHAT THE SHIT IS THE 'LAME' DOING THR
it makes my blood boils. okay im lame. you're the best. YOU LAME SHIT. lol
and i have 101 ah no 1000000001 reasons to get angry cuz that's what a teacher wrote on mine before. and if you're thinking that by writing that i'd be more motivated to improve. sorry lor. NO. yeah i tried to approach you to find our whr my mistakes are but it just seems that u arent trying to help at all.
what's with the ' i just duno what you're trying to write'
ah man. you dun understand english? fine. just my luck. that i'm lame and stupid in front of you.
and im not gona let it bother me anymore..
and thank. i've lost all hope and interest on that subject now
you're such an important person who have such a strong impact in my studies.
and PLS. dun become such a major part of other students' lives as well. don't ruin them. LOL.
and dun read my blog. lest dey're lame to you too. lol. but i guess everything is. HAHA
okay enough ranting about this.
i need to adjust my feelings. * exhales strongly *


haha. okok. back to getting quick-tempered on monday.
actually. kk to be honest it's not all due to the physics' paper's fault..
yeah i saw something that triggered the anger within me. yeahyeah. something unpleasant.
so. i blew up. ahahha. i commented on every little thing i saw and i felt like a total *()!(&^%#!
yeah that wouldnt happen again.
i shallnt vent my anger on irrelevant ppl anymore. so yeah. i repent. but im stiu not gonna study. haha. i mean study hard..
im not some closer mugger who goes "AH i didnt study"
and in the end topped the class. all can i say to this people is............... you're so unique. but dont come near me,yah? =///
so wells. as a reward for myself having survived the physics and econs paper on monday.
im gonna watch criminal minds.
BYE :)
STUDY HARD DUN FOLLOW MY FOOTSTEPS! :D