okay okay
i know it's been a million years since i've last blogged
but.. i guess you'd rather i've not.
haha. cuz my life has been monotonous with the capital M
ah. nono i take that back
is CAPITAL M-O-N-O-T-O-N-O-U-S
hahaha
from M to the O to the N-O-T-O-N-O-U-S
haha. yeah yeah im trying to be fergie.
if only. den i'd just have to work my ass and do hw
AND HAVE MONEY FLOWING INTO MY POCKETS!!!
HAHAHAHA
im so crazy
imagine im really fergie....................
HAHAHA

alright. back to my life.
i've passed CNY with absolutely nothing to blog at all
okay, maybe not
maybe i shall blog about how boring the reunion dinners have been. lol
alright, on the 30th night i went over to my ahma's house.
it was.............. okaay. just with an irritating cousin who keep telling me that she hates me
so i told her. I DUN LYK YOU EITHER.
hahahah. you may feel that im mean. but seriously.you should have seen her FACE
its like! i didnt even do anything to her
from the very moment i put my backside on the seat that her father, aka my uncle, just sat she kept 'shooting' me.
u noe. putting her hand together like a gun. and bang-ing and screaming AT me.
i didnt wanted to care about her initially. but her piercing screams are spoiling my moods like. drastically
i felt lyk hanging her. HAHA. okay. i shall not be so calculative against kids who dont know anything.
so i just wanted to ignore the presence totally
den my bro came over and say
'you noe why she dont like you.dats because you didnt buy anything for her'
apparently, my bro bought shoes for her a few weeks ago.
LAME SHIT. both of them have serious problem.
haha. if that kid hates me because of that, omg. she's TOO materialistic for her age!
she's only 4, for goodness sake!
and pls lah. why should i a 17-year-old be sucking up to her?
she better not come begging me for anything when she grows up. HAHA

andyeah. my ahma's been hospitalised again.
and my damned bro dun wana visit her cuz of some damned exams he's having
he asked to me go for his sake
and pls. tis kinda thing. HOW COULD ANYBODY GO FOR UR SAKE
MAYBE WHEN U HAVE A TWIN LAH
BUT SINCE WHEN I HAVE ANOTHER ELDER BRO?
=.=
LAME SHIT. HAHAHAHA
AND COME ON. I WOULD GO EVEN IF U DIDNT SAY
IM NOT SOMEBODY WHO'D NOT GO JUST BECAUSE OF SOME FREAKG TEST.
you have time to ask your friends over to gamble. you dont have time to go to the hospital?
who are you trying to kid.
and it's damn clear that she wants YOU to go.
im not saying not me. but. obviously. she wants to see you more.
so you'd better come to ur senses ^&^%$%()*(&*^%$%#
may u pass ur exam. it may be quite hard to accomplish.
HAHA =/

my rantings are getting angrier and angrier.
but IM STIU GONA CONTINUE!
ARGHS.
hahaha.. okay.. life's not THAT bad other than my bro irritating me.
there were sometimes dat he's quite nice. but i can hardly remember.
oh yeah. during this period of time when i was 'away', okok not actively blogging.
i found out on how some ppl work.
some do things for the glory of God
some lives one day by another.
some lives for their friends.
.
.
.
some do things for personal motives.
some do things for pleasure.
some do things to make themselves popular.
the latter irks me totally.and sadly, i thought i met some ppl lydat recently..
i dun understand why.
maybe i did do some things for my personal gains too.
but............. i'd nvr plot to do that?
haha. forget it..
im starting to think that everybody is lydat
haha. obviously not my haojiemeis though
they seem like the only few real ppl around.
others just seems lyk..........
one moment dey are here with you, the nxt moment. they'd turn around and hurt you.
and probably still think that they're right.

lol. i guess i need alot more time to make new(real) friends.
haha..
something happened in the morning today that got me quite irritated.
the loneliness came back for a while. but i only allowed Satan to talk to me for that few mins.
i've got over it right now.
i guess everybody works differently.
no matter how many times you tell them.
they wouldnt understand it until dey feel the feel same way as you do.
let's say.
LET'S SAY.
im not shooting anybody here.
seriously. haha
u tell somebody umpteen times not to be late.
she will nvr listen.
until you let her wait for you for one hour.

but sadly, the problem im talking about here is much bigger than being late.
haha. so. i pray that someday we'll all understand the areas that we've been hurting people.
and stop all this pains and sorrows.
i feel lyk im running for some election.
make love, not war ppl! LOL:)
inspirational, eh?

check this out.
obama's the man!
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