firstly, i wana apologise for scaring anyone of you because of my violent-cum-crazy-agitated previous entry. =XXX
i hope it wouldnt happen again.
i'll try not to think or talk about it, because i'll stiu get furious if i mention about it..
i guess im still human.
sometimes, if things get accumulated for too long..
satan would start talking to me.. and most of the times, i'd stupidly listen to him..=/
i'd get angry.. so upset to the extent that i'd get violent.
i really wana control this.
i cant be doing this all the times.. hai.
God pls help me.
i've always thought that it wouldnt hurt so much anymore..
since it's been so many years. i'd able to really stop blaming them for everything..
and i know i've passed the darkest moments of my lives alrdy.
but.. it seems like. whenever im agitated. i'd be re-living that period of hell
or.. dey will come and haunt me. lol
as in.. it will keep replaying in my mind.
how much i shud be hating them. for everything dat dey've done.
and how he pushed me away to attack her.
it'd get me all emotional and violent.
alright. i shall not elaborate.. if not i'll be thinking about it again.
oh God.. what a strong impact parents have on kids.. i hope this would nvr happen to mine.
i know my life is alot better than others who may not know their parents at all.. dats why im trying to love and treasure them.
okay.. im gonna try..
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kk. let's talk about happier stuffs.
WE HAD OUR MCG ON TUES!!
there were about 23 of us?
haha.
it was....... AWESOME.
lolol..
spent the whole day with sand, water, vball, frisbee and EAST A
it was a terrific day!
although it totally tire me out. LOL.
i met nicole and sheetino at around 830 to go to sentosa together.
dne we met with junwei,louis and ruilin.
the 6 of us are called the "beach seekers".
thanks to junwei.
cuz we're supposed to reach palawan before the rest to help them 'chup' places..
HAHA.
the plan was beach seekers to reach palawan by 915?
lolol. in the end i think we reached there at around 10plus.
LOL.
BUT STIL, we've got a good spot cause the beach was quite empty..
we even had a vball court to play with!
so yeah.
the 6 of us were fooling around while waiting for the unit to reach.
so we did their fav activity..
BRIDGING
LIKE. =.= i seriously dun understand why people likes to play bridge!!
it's like................ haha. i duno how to explain.
but maybe it's because i dun really get the game
lolol.. i always win/lose the game without even realising who my partner is. LOL
so yeah. dun call me to play bridge k.
i'd rather play cheat or daidee. LOL
best is mahjong lah. XDXD
den they implemented the forfeit system.
LOL. nic and ruilin tio the indian dance. thanks to all the coconut trees around us.
so louis kindheartedly taught them how to do do the indian dance and everything. haha. and i thought it was louis who was doing the forfeit!!! LOLOL.
u can imagine how big his actions was. rofl
not long after the indian dance, the unit arrived.
haha.. and we started playing vball.
it was fun.. with alot of candid moments of missing-the-ball's and not hitting over the net.
LOL. cuz none of us really knew how to play vball.
we only know how to act.
so it was full marks for our moves/actions
but zero marks for accurancy
lol. the ball went down to the sea for like 12943378919021902901 times. hahaha
and stupid us.. people like me and nic kip insisting that we're the STAR PLAYERS when we cant even play properly.. it was hilarious lah
like whenever i take the ball.. they will go like. woah star player star player. lol. DAMN RUBBISH. but damn funny!
and those act-tough lines all come out alrdy
those like.
aiyah. let you win let you win.
LOL. i think we're very childish lor. considering that the youngest among us is 17!!!
LOLOL.
den after that we played water 'monkey'
LOL. it was super funny also.
cuz some of us will get very desperate to get the ball. den we'll try to jump and change direction in the air. in the end.. we'll all fall back into the water very unglam-ly. LOL
unfortunately. ti started raining at around 2plus..
until around evening time, i think
so we took shelter and played games in the shelter.
haha. games like polar bear and murderer
wah, i very angry lor.
I'VE NVR BEEN CHOSEN TO BE A MURDERER BEFORE!!!
WAH, VERY SIAN DE LEH BE COMMONER.
lolol.
nxt time pick me leh!
LOL.
the polar bear game is also very funny. cause we kept accusing each other that dey're the murderer but we kept killing the wrong person
and the 'souls', meaning those people who have been killed, keep saying.. BU YAO LUAN SHA WU GU.
like DUH. lolol. dey say it to everybody.
and that tay junwei. wahkao.
he was the narrator of the stroy
so he gets to pick who is the murderer..
so he told us that dere is 3 polar bears......
so thinking that there was 3 polar bears.. we played the game normally..
untill there were 4 or 5 people left in the game
AND GUESS WHAT
THERE WERE ONLY ONE POLAR BEAR AKA TAY JUNWEI.
wah. cheat our feelings lor!
cuz it's like. if u were one of the 4. if you're not the polar bear. the other 3 would be the polar bears..
har. very hard to explain here. lol. it was funny jiu dui le.
everybody felt like hitting him. LOL.
and when the rain stop. we all went back to play vball and captain's ball again.
lolol. running on the sand was super exhausting...
maybe dats why i knocked out when i crawled to my bed ytd night. LOL.
OH YEAH.
and the food comm was GREAT!
dey prepared loads and loads of NICE food.
like steamed and fried sausages.. spaghetti for 40 ppl's share. when there's like 20 of us? eggs.. salad. bread. sandwich. drinks.............. u name it. dey have it!
really wana thank the food comm.
it was really really the nicest picnic i had.
and the sentosa comm.
it was one of the best days i had.
never been so tired before..
haha. it;'s been so long since i've slept such a deep sleep :)
and the toilets at palawan is OMG!
there were like. more than 10 cubicles?!?!
unlike siloso?! i've always thought siloso is the nicer beach between the 2.
now i've totally changed my mind.
the toilet is clean and there was showerheads outside also. means u can rinse yourself outside too if the cubicles are full.
ITS LIKE. wahhhhhhhhhh.
U DUN HAVE TO WAIT FOR 2 PATHETIC CUBICLES TO BATH AGAIN!
so nxt time, go palawan k lol
being at palawan reminds me of AHS sec3 bonding camp.
i remembered how crazy the 3D guys were. shaking their butts and everything.
a bunch of weirdos. LOL.
and the impromptu cheer we came up with..
ahh. how time flies. i'm alrdy going to be a J2.
gosh. and i've not touched my homework at all. LOL.. may God bless me :)
and OMG. uni life nxt nxt yr!!
shui shou de liao.
anw, back to the sentosa thing.. lol
i forgot to bring THE most impt thing thr.
so i went home without it.
LOL.. im not gona disclose it here.
it's too embarassing alrdy. haha. :(
next time den tell my haojiemeis HEH.
den after that we went to vivo's asian kitchen to eat.
had a great time toking crap again..................
beach seekers plus kl LOL.
reached home at 12.
played PC games for awhile.
and crawled to my bed cuz i was too tired alrdy. lolol
now, my eyelids are dropping alrdy.
kk. im off. bye.
BEACH SEEKERS............................. ANOTHER SENTOSA TRIP AGAIN!!!