and i wonder what am i supposed to do now.
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thanks to everybody who appreciated my efforts and my results.
even mr cheng think i did well
SO WHY CANT YOU?
IM UR SISTER LEH.
WAD ARE U SOOO JEALOUS ABOUT?!
I CANT HELP IT WAN WAD
IF I RETAIN. U WOULD BE SAYING THAT I DIDNT PUT IN ENOUGH EFFORT.
DEN NOW.. U STIU THINK IM NOT GOOD ENOUGH.
fine..
i cant be bothered to tok to mentally unbalanced ppl like you.
HAI. come and take MJC's promos paper if ure really tat good.
BCCCD. HUH? LYDAT OSO GOOD AH? DUN EVEN HAVE A
%$#*()*()^%$$#@@
DO U NOE HOW CAREFUL U MUST BE AND HOW MUCH EFFORT U NID TO PUT IN TO GET AN A!??!
ITS NOT THAT EASY U NOE.
MAYBE WHAT IVE DONE IS NOT MY BEST. BUT............ IM TRYING, RIGHT?
BETTER THAN YOU GETTING INTO A POLY.
taking the easy way out when u can actually enter a jc that time.
why am i taking the harder route?
IT'S BECAUSE I WANT A DAMNED UNI GRAD IN OUR FAMILY SO OUR BELOVED MOTHER CAN FREAKING GO AND SHOW OFF
DO YOU GET IT?!?
u say u want to go to uni.
but GPA of 2.8
u think ure near?
sorry. i seriously dun think so..
i know. im not that smart either. but at least im nearer ?
so.. before u start hurting ppl with those malicious words.
PLS CONSIDER UR OWN CALIBRE!
YEAH I NOE. A C GRADE IS DEFINITELY LOWER THAN A A OR B
BUT.............. U NOE WHAT IS A BELL CURVE?
IF TIS IS A LVL EXAMS
I COULD HAVE GOTTEN AN A
okay. i dun wana sound like im damn proud.
but IM REALLY PROUD OF MY RESULTS K
I REAPED WHAT I DESERVED.
u dun have the rights to comment!!!!
and yeah. U WANA WHACK ME ISIT
bring it on?
like.. come on lah. it doesnt take a genius to know that ure afraid of gg to the police
SO THINK TWICE BEFORE TOUCHING ME!
even if u whack me to death
ive nth to lose.
cuz. i may be driven mad by 2 of you one day.
one mentally unbalanced. one crazy mother? i duno
u guys are making urself unlovable.
im trying.
LIKE SERIOUSLY
WHY DO YOU GUYS HAVE TO MAKE THE ATMOSPHERE SO BAD?
do you know how much i wana make u guys happy?
u guys dun even have the slighest idea
alright. i may seem..... like always fooling around
but i know when i have tos ettle down and study k
and. tis grades are due to my own efforts? and the teachers as well.
u didnt even do anything.
the least u could do is to try and understand.. so can u?
or maybe. engage me a good tuition teacher. HAHA. i'd very much appreciate that.
i guess im getting abit crazy at times
like.. im seriously scared of big exams now
im kinda scared that i couldnt perform like how i did for tis promos
dere was one day when i went to bed at around 5am
and before lying down i thought of my promos papers
i was like. OH SHIT i haben gone through where i've gone wrong.
sounds totally crazy, doesnt it?
so i got up and began the search.....
and i started to panic when i couldnt find my maths and chem paper.
only to realise that deyre stiu with the teachers.
and i almost wanted to start studyg dere and den..
but i thought that was a really crazy move so i didnt..
sleepin is my fav activity.
i can willingly give it up for u guys so that i can do well
can u like PLS. try to understand.
thats the my one and only wish
if retaining can get ur care and concern
i wouldnt mind.
i'd gladly trade my results with anyone else.
cuz. whats the pt of studyg?
only to get pulled down by ur loved ones.
what a nice feeling.
in school, everybody is telling.
OMG LITING UVE DONE WELL. IM SO PROUD OF YOU.
at home, its like
WHAT A JOKE. U? FIRST IN CLASS? *PUKES!!!!*
once again, guys. thanks for encouraging me.
but.. pls.. i dun think i wan that
cuz the higher u bring me up.
the harder the fall will be when i reach home.
the words are piercing through my heart
i know tis sounds kinda emo.
but. well... i thought im used to cold and unloving family members alrdy..
haha... thought............
stop hurtin me, alright.
i wana lead a normal life.
im trying..
this family has make me a stronger person.
hai. well. i guess i have to.
if not u wouldnt get to see me around. LOL
kk. enough of all this ranting.
bye all.
Psalm 37:16
16 Better the little that the righteous have than the wealth of many wicked;
@ Friday, October 26, 2007 9:37 AM