hmm me lai le .. i dono wad to say ryt nw .. but i feel vv tired .. misunderstandings .. thr are juz so so so many of thems .. one wasnt even cleared when the nxt wan came .. i dono .. haiz .. everything was lyk so unexpected .. i nid a brk .. everything ish juz so cramped up .. and i wana clarify tt i have no stead at all .. no one came into my life at all .. so pls stop sayin tt i hav stead kie ? ttz wad i reli wana clarify .. hmm .. haiz ..
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"ure juz lyk a rain im expectin fer durin a drought .. uselez n disappointin " , " is it a bad thing ? is it , to be strong in one wae and vulnerable and fragile in another ? " " haf u eva been in a sea of ppl and yet feel lonely ? " haiz .. tis are the quotes i came across fer the past few daez .. i dono why i quote them dwn .. but i felt .. it was smething cloz to wad im feelin ryt nw .. hmm .. mebbe i shud jus let them dai ti how i feel bahz .. actuallie wrote smething real long in claz todae .. but nw .. i dono how to blog it in .. sry .. im in a mess ryt nw .. i feel tt im not mysf .. not the ger whom everyone tot im supposed to be .. happy .. cheerful .. carefree .. but im plagued wif probz .. i dun reognised myself .. i wana cheer my frenz up .. but im feeling low mysf too .. i feel so uselez .. im so sry =(
todae afta sch .. i went wif linz n chengz .. we were at the bubbletea shop .. shock-ed .. haiz .. chengz said tt im v ye man .. i wasnt offended .. but i felt tt i nid to jian tao bahz .. why so many ppl say tt .. ye man ish nt a v gd thing .. thou thr's so many films abt it .. hahz .. hmm .. ya .. im jian tao-ing .. ... ... haIz ..
*rEn XiNg
de bu dao .. wo jiu fang diao .. bu zai rang ri zi bei da luan le
ji mo hen chao .. wo hen an jing .. qing xu hen duo .. wo hen zheng ding ..
ying wei tou ru .. suo yi fang qi .. bu yuan zai bei tong xing ..
gu zhi suan bu suan ren xing de yao qiu ..
fu chu hen ke neng kan bu dao jie guo
zhong yu ni hai shi xuan zhe le fang shou
yong tao bi .. rang gan qing .. fan cuo ..
cheng nuo suan bu suan ren xing de yao qiu
ren zhong shi bu neng tai rong yi gan dong
dang ai shi qu zhi wo .. shi qu bao rong
zhi xiang yao .. chong hun luan zhong .. jie tuo ..
**I've tried to hide it so that no one knows
But I guess it shows
When you look into my eyes
What you did and where you're comin' from I don't care
As Long As You Love Me,baby
kkiex bahz tis ish long enuf .. tmr ish compo test .. gd luck everyone ..
Psalm 37:16
16 Better the little that the righteous have than the wealth of many wicked;
misunderstandingz @ Thursday, September 02, 2004 6:18 AM